I just miss you!!

I know.. You're gone, forever gone.. I try so hard to receive it..
I sometimes think I hear and see you, as soon I tell myself it's not true!! And always, it breaks my heart in to smallest pieces..

Not a day goes by where I don't think of you, hoping that you'd come back.. So the days won't be blue..
I feel no one understands me..apart from you... :(

I lost in my thoughts.. With you on my mind..
Still I try so hard to understand..
I'm going insane!!
I just can't get you out of my mind..
I love you..
I miss you..
I wish you're here..

Standing at your grave was my biggest fear..
Out in the cold looking down..
How could my Darl be in the ground??!
How can it be??
Why is this true??
Oh God...
Oh Darl,, I just miss you!!

I know...
Your pain has stopped.. Now it's my turn to feel...
And I know,, you are happy.. Wherever you are... Amiin...

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